Everyone has fell in love ,everyone has felt that they have met the 'one' , you open up you share everything ,you learn to trust in these people you learn to believe in them and the dreams you come up with together.then as inevitable as the dawning of a new day ,and you always know-in your heart you always do know.
all bets are off ,more often than not you find that the love you shared with this person turns to something more bitter.it can seem that every word you ever uttered or heard is with one fell swoop ,made meaningless and therefore rendering it all a lie,everything you said and heard nothing but lies.
It isnt this though ,its the inevitable falling apart of everything,like the decomposition of every thing in our world ,like us,like the leaves and trees and mountain ranges and the planet itself.its lifes cycle playing out inside of our lives
i know this every woman i have ever loved in my life i love them today ,no matter how ugly the split ,each and every one of these women taught me things about myself and about life that i would never of found out by myself,i think that we are all at our best when we are with someone else.i think that meeting someone who you even can imagine loving is a ethereal experience and im glad for the special person in my life today who lets me be myself, unique and flawed,beautiful and
wounded as i may be ,i can tell if i have the capacity or the life inside of me to even imagine giving anything and everything of myself to someone else again,and as i believe time will bear out i know that if we believe it,if we can imagine it,it can become true and maybe this time, it will be our bodies that fall to pieces before the dreams of happiness that we have even yet to explore .other peoples hearts are precious things,as are our own dont let anyone play loose and fast with your heart and be empathetic and kind to everyone elses.
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